One Day at a Time

I know I make mistakes and I know I don't always learn from them the way I want to, but I try. I guess that is what life is all about anyways; just trying everyday. I think my greatest goal in life is to constantly attempt to become a better person than I was the day before. I don't want to leave this life with any regrets and I don't want to leave behind hurt feelings of any kind. I want to be someone that when people think of they smile. I want to inspire! I want to do such great things that people will be motivated to great things to....to pay it forward. I want to leave my mark here even if it is only for the sake of a few people. I don't want to say "I can't" anymore!

I want to love and not to judge. I want to understand that people are different from me and that is what makes them wonderful....in other words I do not want to judge or criticize. I want to avoid those conversations where people talk ill of others. I gossip too much. Granted sometimes some conversations are about trying to find a way to resolve issues for someone I love but i need to find a better, a more professional, manner in which to have these conversations.

I just want to try....and to make as many people as I can smile or even laugh. People hold onto the negative but live for the positive...I need to find some sort of balance for this issue in my life.

Goal Number One: Push the negative out! As best as a fallible human can anyways...

Love those for who they are and love myself despite my own flaws...

Amused!

I'm walking to a new beat

So I think I am truly feeling this senior thing... I have never felt so comfortable walking down the streets or sitting in the classes in this campus. I am going to try and appreciate every aspect of this year but I can't help and feel myself growing out of this place and looking toward the larger cities of this country to fulfill my needs. Every time I start looking at grad schools I feel those exciting little butterflies that resemble those that occur when falling in love. I'm pretty sure there is a big part of me that loves change and looking for the potential of a situation.

Wooooo!!! I'm really excited for this year and how much fun we are all going to have!