Across the Universe

Oh how I miss the internet when I am not at school...

Today I tried to buy a wii online for $200, the seller did not accept my offer; somewhat disappointed. Although, on the bright side I am really, and I mean really, in debt right now; so maybe it was life's way of saying stop wasting money you do NOT have. Hopefully by the end of the summer I can get out of this whole that I have dug myself in. Damn this stupid CSU class that has eaten a sincere about my of finances. It is such a waste...

I cannot believe it is already June 12th. I still havent given my brother his birthday present and its been almost a month now; I pretty much suck. On the other hand my brother doesnt really make anytime for me so why should I really care anyways.

I dont like going home. I am much happier when I am just here at Matt's; even when he is away at work like right now. I can't deal with my grandparents; I feel pretty rotten saying that but its true. I just don't know why they had to start smoking again, I cant deal with watching them kill themselves. They are aging with such a lack of grace that I now am beginning to fear growing old. For the last few years I have thought that growing old is a privilege; since not everyone gets to do it, but they make it seem to painful...

Boo is my saving grace. I am so in love with that cat its pretty much ridiculous. She is such an angel; even when she is bad it is usually hysterical and I cant help but laugh at her. She has been ripping up Matt's stupid wall paper and I think its great. He thinks I taught her to do it haha. I think she has gotten bigger...she seems so heavy when I pick her up. I hope she lives for many years to come!

I like Sherwin Williams; my bosses are awesome. I only have 7 more S.T.A.R.T. tests and then I will get 9.50 on hour! I also love getting paid breaks, especially since I keep eating at Panera Bread since its right next door...its almost like getting paid to eat it!!!

I went for a two hour walk down in the valley by my house yesterday; I think I really needed the serenity of alone time. I hope I get more chances to do that throughout the summer...maybe next time I will stop by the horse stables and see if they take volunteers....?