Sometimes friendship just dies...

Well maybe we just are not real friends anymore....I do know what happened but my friendship with Meghan has been on a slow decline for a long time now and I just feel like its just over now. Last time we hung out there was just not much of a connections and we are very different people. Its been over a month since we last talked and I didn't even think about it until today. I found a facebook note that she wrote and tagged all of her friends but me and in the note it said she missed a bunch of her friends that live far away but my name was absent again....I guess what can I even do if she doesn't even miss me? I just feel like she doesn't even care so than why should I care...? I don't know, maybe I should talk to Jay about it to hear what he has to say.

But in reality I really just want to surround myself with people care about me and if this is what it is now then I should just walk away from it all. I just worry about how quickly I start to not matter anymore and I wonder how long it will take for everyone in my life to just up and decide to leave me standing alone. Am I really that bad of a person; what do I do that is so awful and unfriendly? I just feel kind of broken...