Last Weekend

I had an amazing time back home and I think I really needed that. This summer wasn't very great, to say the least, and I don't like leaving home with a bad taste in my mouth so now I feel relieved that I have happy memories to look back on. It was so great seeing my cousins and all the family members that I miss being around. It was also great to be around Matt for a weekend, sometimes I need to be reminded of how wonderful of a person he is and stop taking him for granted. I am really lucky just to know him and I should probably do a better job of letting him know that, but I think I am still afraid and still learning how to love. I think its not easy for some people and I am one of them. Sometimes I try to convince myself that he will hurt me, but I know that is not honestly true at all.

I also think that I should stop being so hard on myself in terms of our future because it does not have to be doomed just because my parents are divorced. If I want to look at things from that perspective than I would have failed college because technically a child of divorced parents and of low income has terrible odds of doing well in school. I've proved that theory wrong and I can continue to be an anomaly, or at least I think that is the word I want to use in this situation. Oh well, I do the best I can and I should be more proud of myself.

I think this weekend will be great! Kings Island will be an awesome bonding experience for all of us roommates and having my uncle here on Sunday to hang out will incredible! Really, what else could I ask for?

Ironically, currently listening to Hakuna Matata from the Lion King...