New Days Bring New Hopes

Oh tomorrow is going to be such a good day....

:)

What should I do with a day that I do not HAVE to do anything...?

I suppose I should get ahead on somethings and I should really work on my applications again as time is slipping away faster than I could have imagined.

I guess I should be grateful that I work so much this weekend because not only will my paycheck be amazing but this weekend will fly and before I know it I will be home and surrounded by nonstop excitement.

I really hope to try and reconnect with Jen while I'm in town. I know she needs me and she has been trying to reach out to me again; I really appreciate that. I am so afraid of failing her...I hope that I can find some way of getting her to realize her true potential. She is the closest thing I have ever had to a kid sister and I need to do what I can to protect her from herself. I am going to go into this mission optimistic but aware that this may be a battle I will be facing for years to come. I just pray that she knows how much I love her and want to help her. I suppose I need to feel like I do have the power to make a difference and actually save someone. Maybe that is both selfish and selfless but I guess everything thing we do can be interpreted as both...


"Wish upon a star but
Do you know what stars are?
Balls of fire, burning up the black space
Falling from the landscape
Exploding in the face of God"

"Let's get crazy,
Talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been
Build my walls up
Concrete castle
Keep this kingdom free of hassle, yeah"