Too cold for comfort

So I think I dislike winter, sincerely. Yet, I am pretty sure I would dislike living in an environment that was warm all year round and then got disgustingly hot during the summer. Basically I can't win unless I ever have enough money to have a vacation home that I can go to for the winter if I actually get to retire someday....which is a lot of ifs...? Well I guess I will just have to suck it up and hope that I can at the very least afford a fire place someday for my cardboard box.....

On a separate note I truly enjoyed my break at home; it was busy but in a good way. I am glad I got to see all of my cousins. I really miss Steven and Adam and I hope to get closer with them someday. Unfortunately things are still kind of awkward between Jen and I and I am not quite sure what to do about it anymore. Yet, on a more positive note I had a great time with my brother and in a way it is kind of cool sharing a room with him despite the mess. I love my brother dearly and I am so grateful for the person that he is right now and that he is trying to become.

All in all, it may be freezing outside but I am feeling warm.