Nowadays

So I would like to sit here and speak positively about all the great things going on in my life because I definitely use this blog to vent more often than I use it to discuss all the wonderful things I take for granted everyday but today might be a very bad day and I am still just waiting to find out. I can't help but thing that this time no news does not mean good news. If my mom lost her job today that would just be awful. She would have to move out of the apartment she loves, that would be good bye to this job that she has been really happy in and I don't even know if she would be able to stay in state. Also that would mean I would lose my insurance and I'm really afraid of not having insurance. I just wish that someone would call me back so I'm not just sitting here freaking out...

But really other than this potential issue I am doing pretty great! It is really weird to think about the fact that there are only 10 weeks left before graduation. The idea of leaving this place is becoming more real to me the closer it gets. For right now I try to think no further than Spring Break and how awesome that will be!