One Hell of a Week...

Positives: Completely done with grad school stuff, with the exception of U.C.
Matt bought me a wallet that I said I liked and the stamps I needed....very sweet!
My mom is actually coming to visit!
I got a bunch of cleaning done

Negatives: Car broke down and is going to cost me more money than I have
Meghan Moore deleted me as a friend on facebook
Umbrella broke
Scratched my eye with lint on contact
I'm not going to get any sleep tonight


Yeah so I'm more of a pessimist at 1:30am when I have to get up by 6:30am....

Also, I think I am more stressed now that my grad school stuff is in then when it wasn't done yet...at least then it was on my terms and now I am just waiting for my fate that is controlled by someone else. I'm terrified of my future even though I should be embracing it...I never expected to be this afraid of graduation. I know what I want and what makes me happy yet it all feels so complicated and overwhelming.