So even my father showed up to Ryan's show. I guess I should be happy...at least he wants to be a dad to one of his kids....He can't do anything to benefit me though.
When will I matter? I guess I should just stop waiting...I've never really needed them anyways. It was just a life I wanted but could never have. I matter to Matt and some of my friends and I think thats all I really needed anyways. Those who are there for me are my real family. I am glad I at least have JR and Marcie who don't favor Ryan over me...they make a real effort to be a part of my life and help me out every time they get the opportunity to do so. I wish my mother would just see that actions speak a hell of a lot louder than words....
Currently listening to: Bitch by Meredith Brooks
Nation, You Make Me Tired
15 years ago
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