Some Days...

There are days where I just cannot handle how or what people say to me. There has been a couple occasions today where I kind of wanted to punch people in the face. I realize that this is something I am going to need to work on when I'm out in the world trying to do my job, but at the same time these situations occur few and far between and today has just been one of those days.

Maybe I am more on the edge than I thought I would be today. You think after four years of disappointment for this day from my family I would have learned to just be ok and get over by now, and I thought I had, but maybe it hurts more than I'm willing to admit. I just wish I felt a little more wanted....

Oh well....life goes on and this weekend will end like all the rest and it will just be another moment in time not worth pondering about. I just have to keep working on not caring that much....my family shows me they love me in different ways. I guess I don't really need that kind of attention anyways and my family doesn't have the need that some families and parents have to be involved with giving that kind of attention.

I would rather have my family than those fake fancy ones I've seen the last couple of shifts at work any day!