Someone save me.....

I just can't seem to manage my time the way I want to; the way I used to. I don't want to be in school anymore but I don't really see what other choice I have....I almost can't afford not to go to grad school. If I do anything else I'm going to have to start paying on these ridiculous student loans that will be the burden of my existence for the next 30 years of my life...ouch. I need to get a higher paying job than anything my BSW will offer me. I know that I can take an accelerated grad program so I only have to go one more year of it all...at a more intense level, but I'm not sure thats what I really want right now. I know its because I'm tired and I haven't really had a solid break from class since last winter break, but I just want to find home, where ever that is, and get some much needed rest.

Matt is being supportive and telling me that I should go to grad school in Chicago because that is what I've really wanted to do but I'm so tired of moving around. I know if I don't do it I will regret it later in life so therefore I will apply and go through the motions and I'm sure once everything is said and done I will know I made the right choice. Yet, right now I'm not 100 percent sure what the right choice is....I want a vacation!